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Showing posts with label buah fikiran. Show all posts
Showing posts with label buah fikiran. Show all posts

Sunday, March 13, 2011

say AMEN

All these times, i considered myself religious. I might have done some mistakes but in the end of the day i thought I'd repent enough.
Last Wednesday, i went for The Ash Wednesday mass, somewhere here. Honestly it was my very first mass here...i felt bad.i'm sore.i came to admit and realised of how far religious am i. Its hard.really. With thousands of other believers surrounding you..and for that moment it came to me am i the only one who's carrying burdens of sins?
I didn't normally blog about my idea of living, or what i'd said i believe in, and i come to realised that maybe i didn't believe enough. Here i shall ask; Lord guide me daily, let me feel your presence and help me not to sin again.
"The 03/11/2011 earthquake (preliminary magnitude 8.9) near the east coast of Honshu, Japan, occurred as a result of thrust faulting on or near the subduction zone interface plate boundary between the Pacific and North America plates."

Let us pray for Japan and all the souls within the affected areas.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

please be punctual

I'm a big fan of PUNCTUALITY... Please don't make me wait if it's not about your life and death problems...JE DETEST!(pardon my french) Aaand it won't make you look good either...OKEY? u got me tortoise???

Friday, December 10, 2010

jangan dicium mulut yang tajam

nanti terluka bukan di muncung...tapi di hati..LOL LOL(note dat double LOL)
Alkisah 1/3 manusia di dunia, bermulut tajam... tajam dari pisau paling tajam (tajam pisau kalau potong batu tumpul juga...)

Saya lihat di merata-rata sekumpulan manusia bercerita komfem kemudian ada ja yang terluka, bukan gara-gara bercakar... tapi oleh cerita-cerita mereka juga...oh sy bukan sempurna, jauh dari malaikat tak juga la dekat si syait**n...sy ckap pun jarang mau pandang2, jarang mau dengar2, jrg mau fikir2 dlu, dihentam melulu ja...habis, memang ragam kita, kalau bukan diri yang sakit takda la bersusah mau fikir pasal yang lain.

Tapi logik fikiran sy, maka wajarlah kita mula bercakap sambil pandang2, sambil dengar2, sambil fikir2, bukan mau kontrol idea di minda, sekadar mau jaga hati manusia...kalau sy tidak la banyak mau dijaga...yang tersayang di sekeliling ja (maklumlah sy tak banyak kawan: penyendiri tegar). Mulai bermulai saat genting disaat menulis, maka timbul juga sedikit kesedaran diminda sy yang mulai beku oleh cuti universiti ini...semoga kesedaran yang sedikit di hati, jiwa, minda sy menjadi bukit di kemudian hari sebelum banyak yang berdarah oleh kerana mulut...semogalah..




p/s:renung-renungkan dan selamat mencuba bersama saya jika anda membaca