My boyfriend called me last night, he told me that some of his friends doesn't even know that we are even together..hello it's almost 3 years you guys(girls)...but screw you all...I didn't even know how you look like. So why I should care..and now that they knew,much better la kan?? at least there's somebody else to help me to remind that he's aren't available ;))LOL...but but but suddenly he mentioned that they said I look more like his older sister rather then his other half..

duuii gini kah???tidak mahu

but but but that's not the point...I've been doing some thinking all night long, do I really looked that old??or should I look like this or is this the definition of young to them?


eiii it's not that I detest this kind of beauty...but it's just not me. Why should I be someone else?
I'm not going to 'badmouthing' or judged others la but I think this is what youthful look looks like to most people...

oh oh lets talk about the second picture there's no way on earth I'm going to be like her...can you imagine?hahha..so lazy to elaborate more..I have a lot in mind actually...about this topic I mean...anyway never mind, just assume that this post as some random post that shows that I'm quite pissed off. LOL

p/s: i never claimed any rights to any of these pictures...I just don't have any efforts to edit or watermarks my picture...let us just be wise and pretend that we knew the purposed of pictures in someone's else blog...peace ya'll

eh eh

I'm always with this thing... my 'thinking'. I'd like to call myself a thinker,despite my laziness and all sort.

Most of my free time I spend on thinking or supposed I call it as wondering as my mom said. Urmmm, yeah yeah this post is hard to understand I know...I'm doing this because it's my thinking moment and i just want to know what was actually on my mind...

Don't get it??so do I ;))

Haaa what's up?I am mostly sad, a little bit happy, and a little more lazy and bla bla bla...but forget all that! Ispendtimewithmylovesonetodayandiamdamnhappy! i love you bum

suddenly

i miss my buuuummmm.

Aha random things to post...but that's what im going to do. Last weekend, i spend time with my love ones...and it was the BEST weekend ever. I wish it last a little bit longer.

when you're in love, you'll just knew it.it just felt so right.and your day seems bright.I never brag about what i have (this guy i mean) but i'm proud because i've had knew him and despite some patchy path sometimes, i love him more by days.

my final exams will be for about a month to come. I didn't do any revision yet, and lazier than ever. Please please i need to study

sorry for

not updating...

14 days detox

I've been making few changes in my routine lately. I failed my diet program for sure, holiday is so tempting...

I've been neglecting my facebook for few days already, just to unwind... it helps a lot though, i slept a little early, spend times with the family, long phone calls with MHBD(we fight less), i cook more!, my headache were gone, and all those are more then needed to make me happy.

Something changing here. Really. positive changes of course. I'm less moody (or maybe it's just not the time yet)

And lastly, flipping back at my older post i realised that I'm lacked of photos and my background make it a lot difficult to read ( who's reading anyway kan?) so, I'm thinking of doing a photo blogging... will that be fair? "punch your chest,ask what you want to eat" LOL

lack of ...

I've decided to create a dull blog...just because

GLASSES

I compare a glass to a heart.(Human heart literally, or feelings in words). Heart is as fragile and as transparent as glasses. We can see through glass even if it is layered. A coloured glass are no different from a pure crystallize glasses, and so does the heart. A broken glass, are unfixed able, and are losing all of its pure matter. ‘Heart’ too have no different, or it might be even worse. Words are sword that can break the heart. Action might do even worse. A broken heart seldom heal because it strike its surrounding (as if you step on a broken glasses)..hard to cure! And as in science, your internal organ takes longer to cure compare to what you have outside.

This post is confusing, isn’t it??lately, I’ve been distracted by lost of thing .my weight burdens me, I’m totally broke!(and I need stuff, clothing I mean),and my eating habits...are killing me. But I’m not anorexic! way too far from that..(I keep my food in the stomach. still!)...the boyfriend, seems so far away..and blab la bla..ahhhh back to the title, yahh all sorts are breaking my fragile lil glass inside..