My boyfriend called me last night, he told me that some of his friends doesn't even know that we are even together..hello it's almost 3 years you guys(girls)...but screw you all...I didn't even know how you look like. So why I should care..and now that they knew,much better la kan?? at least there's somebody else to help me to remind that he's aren't available ;))LOL...but but but suddenly he mentioned that they said I look more like his older sister rather then his other half..

duuii gini kah???tidak mahu

but but but that's not the point...I've been doing some thinking all night long, do I really looked that old??or should I look like this or is this the definition of young to them?


eiii it's not that I detest this kind of beauty...but it's just not me. Why should I be someone else?
I'm not going to 'badmouthing' or judged others la but I think this is what youthful look looks like to most people...

oh oh lets talk about the second picture there's no way on earth I'm going to be like her...can you imagine?hahha..so lazy to elaborate more..I have a lot in mind actually...about this topic I mean...anyway never mind, just assume that this post as some random post that shows that I'm quite pissed off. LOL

p/s: i never claimed any rights to any of these pictures...I just don't have any efforts to edit or watermarks my picture...let us just be wise and pretend that we knew the purposed of pictures in someone's else blog...peace ya'll

to let go

If you are my friend on facebook,then you know that i'd deactivated mine.For no solid reason i guess,Yeah sure i will be activating it soon,but not in this mean time...Facebook is sure a good social network but too much of it,bad.
Anyway, luckily i didn't own any Twitter, myspace etc etc...or it'll be really hard for me to let go. Urmmm its funny you know, those social networks thing...how it manipulated your life...after every big or small event...tiring days... but in the end of the days you'll still comeback to it.
I just got tired of it, how it affected me???urmm i stalk a lot (hehehe) and i want to stop that now.stalking gives you no good either than harm.It makes you see what you don't want to see..makes you hear what you don't want to hear...makes your relationship seems impossible...relationship status hunts you...people stalk you back and say things behind your back,people who didn't even know you.SUCKS right...and not forgetting you're doing the same things too. That's life in a virtual way...everyone either seems perfectly perfect or or perfectly bitchy to you...so does you to others...
Bad, bad for your heart, bad for your soul, bad for your real life...bad bad bad...So, let see how long i can stand this ;-))

hereby i would like to announce that i am officially forgiven that particular person that makes me miserable...God be with your spirit....owh owh and i'll be back to my hometown this weekend to be with my Grandma ;-)) so long then muakhsss