gong xi fa cai

SMILING**

Awhh it was the happiest CNY in my entire ages (ohh please I'm over exaggerating ). After a hard painful 5 months of waiting, yes we've met. I am more in love then ever before ( ahh again with my over described ).

It was a very special gathering for me. Very.

I am an unsecured, selfish, over protecting, old fashioned, and a rude lover. Yes I am, and due the 'hard to change' flaws of mine it was a very difficult path for both of us. Lots of patches, misunderstanding and sorts......I know it's hard for him too.

But I am just human...I have flaws, I bet everybody does. I accepted his. So does him. It makes us stronger. Harder. Closer. Well improved; by days...he supported me and so do I...I'm trying my best. for both of us...

Unfortunately we did not take that much photo for me to share here ( too happy to take photo ;)) )...but a photo worth a thousand words bha kan ;))

this man makes my world goes round;

Long distance relationship,5983 miles apart.

teary ;(( sobss sobss...

I'm in this long distance things too and juggling between reality, hopes, trust and to struggle to preserve what you care for is insanely hard. Who says technology helps?It does not.Everything will never be enough ;except when you really meet up ;))

lucky ;))

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jason-mraz-lyrics/lucky-lyrics.html -]
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

yeay!!

SKYPE with my bumbum...after so long
missiyoutoomuch ;))

this is for us love ;))

dear mr bum

ok ;))

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.



I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss



[refrain]


All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

;((

I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.

;))

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

true love never left u apart for better or worse ...

teheeee

Urmmm i don't really know where i'd stop the last time..so lazy to check back...hehehe

So there goes our relationship story(i mean how it started la kan)...aiyoo so lazy to update owwhhbut what to do, i've been neglecting this blog for so long.

Bha ok, there in my previous post I'd told you how our relationship started...till today it had been 2 years 6 months and 29 days of 'love hate(not really hate)' relationship of us...hahha see see i've been cutting every single detail out kan? sorry im a very slow typist bhaaa...i don't really like to type because of that.

All along we've been together sure we'd got lots of things we'd been through and experienced together, just don't ask...get into a relationship this long (or some maybe longer) and experience it yourself...It's a bitter sweet journey no one can tell you...;))

Oh yes, a little bit about our rough patches,yes yes we've been through that too...in a solid relationship it is never impossible or the other 'women' to take place...and that's the hardest part for me so far...real hard... but thanks God, I'd always believed in giving a second chances (i mean to everyone,in every circumstances). It's kind of hard at first but surely it'll cure with times...there's always a bigger things apart from fear of things might be happening again, but trust got it all.

My dear beloved readers(if any), love is a very decent and humble thing to experience...I may have a little to share, but I'm truly grateful I have mine and in my prayer i want it to last. So lets fall in love, sit back and enjoy every moment of it... there always someone for every one of us...cheers

trial

here comes the trial part...

MHBD was very well known for his superr minta puji attitude which is 'kaki escape' LOL...really, I heard lots of complains from my friends....

so...I put some condition into the proposal. I dare him to come to every class for a certain period we'd agreed and the we'll see what happen then...so he did...but that's not the funny part yet...during these period we sort of getting to know each other, texting and stuffs, and I like really like him (well if you'd ever been in this situation,with him then you'll knw what i meant.hahah) let me remind you now that we're not in a relationship yet...okehh everything went so well...i even asked my friends to spy on him so that he won't cheated and just plainly tell me that he's going even if he's not..

Well it's hard to believe, but he did come to class until one day.....tadaaaaa

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I got him really angry(he's always angry by the way),i can't remember why and he's really mad and escaped class...hahhaha...you see, so congek kan...sikit-sikit mau marah...(actually this is the funny part, we're not even together and he already mau merajuk..kin panas kan) again, my friends doesn't want to tell me that he escaped,but i just knew...But the best part of MHBD is that no matter how bad the situation or somethings happened to both of us(until now),he'll always tell me the truth.(read this love, i puji you)

Well actually I was supposed to "declined" the proposal kan, but I didn't...hahhahaha he's so annoying in his own way and i was thinking to give him chances little bit of changes.........(to be continued)

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i got complains for not updating..again...;))
...let me just start with where i'd stop...

So,few things happened...but all started at the very first meeting while we're on outing with friends,my friends,his friends too...so that's it...my sweet talker made his first move and there goes the part (im not ok with sharing it here..sorry peeps.)

so it goes on for a certain time, and on the 2nd outing together with our friends, he proposed(not the kawin punya proposed okeh)haha i remembered that act cute face he made (so funny la you love), i'm not sure of what to say to him,so i decided to give him a try...soooo, in my next post i'm going to share bout the trial part...and the funniest pat for me.

cause i'm cool like that

to be a positive attractive young women. ;-))

when you say nothing at all

Happy Birthday Love!