Long distance relationship,5983 miles apart.

teary ;(( sobss sobss...

I'm in this long distance things too and juggling between reality, hopes, trust and to struggle to preserve what you care for is insanely hard. Who says technology helps?It does not.Everything will never be enough ;except when you really meet up ;))

constant anger

help me deal with my constant anger...~!@#$%^&*(

!@#$%^

saya paling bagus la merindu kena ckap got something fishy.

...

should i give you my HOPES and DREAMS..?(iwant too,tell me i should)

...

MAYBE ITS JUST ME.i don't know

THE F WORDS

I am very good with it.cool with it.
F you!
F your words!
F your promises!
F your face!
F your memories!
F good time!
F you , no need me!
F you...I HATE YOU

;((

I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.

i am the winner

I AM THE LONELIEST PERSON ON PLANET EARTH ;((

littlest things

the littlest things
that i shall cherished,

the littlest things
i wouldn't forget,

the littlest things
that make me smile,

the littlest things
i'm proud off,

the littlest things
i can't live without,

the littlest things
i give my hope on,

i guess wouldn't be that little,
wouldn't cheer me any longer,
i should dare to starts to forget,
that i shouldn't be proud off anymore,
that i should try to live without,
and putting all the dreams and hope off...

seems to be very little but the aches will never

really goes away.

just so

I'm in a very bad condition...dealing with my moods. Maybe its just me, maybe its the surrounding. I pissed off easily. Not attracted to any jokes recently. Take things too seriously. Lost respect. Its just something I can't control and I have to seal with it badly. Depression is bad. oowweeuuhh am i depressed?

Today i'm just plain tired...tired of doing the chores, tired of waiting, tired of battling with eating habit,,just that tired..


I hope tomorrow 'll be a better day ;))

hard as a stone

hardship,
heartbreak,
boredom,
tiredness,
are just a matter of words.
with or without anyone i am dealing with it ALONE.
and none will bring me down.

I WANT!

1.) I want slender leg!
2.) I want slim tummy!
3.) I want tight butt!
4.) I want fit arms!
5.) I want to be pretty!

at my lowest

You don't care anymore. I hate it!

i need you

I miss them..every one of them, every single words, time spend. Everything..life's basically isn't about anything else, but to care, love and appreciate every thing and every one.

Those people are the "every one" I care most. My family la of course. Friends come and goes, enemies stabbed your back, public judges your every moves, problems hugging your way, and time and stresses kills. But no matter how families stand still, grabs you when you fall, covers when you're bare, push when it's hard and saves when you're about to die,everything they do,they did it for you..

Strive hard but earn a little

means a hard work that does not paid-off pffttt...how much extra effort should I put into? It's just that disappointing.