14 days detox

I've been making few changes in my routine lately. I failed my diet program for sure, holiday is so tempting...

I've been neglecting my facebook for few days already, just to unwind... it helps a lot though, i slept a little early, spend times with the family, long phone calls with MHBD(we fight less), i cook more!, my headache were gone, and all those are more then needed to make me happy.

Something changing here. Really. positive changes of course. I'm less moody (or maybe it's just not the time yet)

And lastly, flipping back at my older post i realised that I'm lacked of photos and my background make it a lot difficult to read ( who's reading anyway kan?) so, I'm thinking of doing a photo blogging... will that be fair? "punch your chest,ask what you want to eat" LOL

third day of december

alaa malas mau update.sorry ;-))

just so

I'm in a very bad condition...dealing with my moods. Maybe its just me, maybe its the surrounding. I pissed off easily. Not attracted to any jokes recently. Take things too seriously. Lost respect. Its just something I can't control and I have to seal with it badly. Depression is bad. oowweeuuhh am i depressed?

Today i'm just plain tired...tired of doing the chores, tired of waiting, tired of battling with eating habit,,just that tired..


I hope tomorrow 'll be a better day ;))

lack of ...

I've decided to create a dull blog...just because

HELLO WORLD!

Haven't been been blogging for the past few months i think...been busy and lazy lately, and of course i'm one less dedicated...but well yeah i'll try to type as much as i can in each entry...btw, i'm on holiday and my weight loss plan starts again... i really have to shape up for the Christmas. There's no special occasion, just so.

For the time being i'm not planing to jog or do my exercise...just not in the mood and condition to sweat yet. I'll start with no rice with substitute with oat or crackers..But yes i've to wait for my mom first..to buy those.

hard as a stone

hardship,
heartbreak,
boredom,
tiredness,
are just a matter of words.
with or without anyone i am dealing with it ALONE.
and none will bring me down.

over burden pressure

am having my match tomorrow.bersukan bha now.sikit-sikit.having fun with my girlfriends even six tests awaiting for us this monday..you go gal!LOL..my hp making me troublehe AGAIN..and bla bla bla...just a short feeding here..nothing much to write.




things with MHBD is not that assuring though..I MISS HIM.badly ;-((