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I am always this normal predictable, go by the rules kind of person...the whole life (like seriously..no joke). I feel save this way. Very save. I had not lose anything or at least no major loses or regrets all this while. I am this 'mummy's" girl...Pretty much,but not embarrassed by the fact.

I listen to the "Bublé" kind of music, more to romance or romantic comedy type of movies ( enjoy the crying much) that kind. Yes what's the point of pointing this? I do not know. What say you?

Goshh who am I asking here? I am not sharing what I have here with a lot of people. I do not want it and do not wish too. Just not in the mean time. Oh and I am not in any position to change too. I love being who I am now, and I am very secure of whatever place or position I am in...except of my constant "kemalasan" lah...guess because I have not much to share, and it is almost dawn where it is a good time for self reflection kan?

Okay that is it, and lastly I would like to recall bit on the resolutions for the year being (please refer to my un-updated new year resolution). To be honest I myself, am not in the condition to refer, so let just say that again for the 'i don't know how many time' of times I am far from any of the resolutions and I gained weight (I blame the mamaks'). So to not let myself or anyone down I hoped this updates will do it, but no worries it won't be shut down. It's not me. I don't ran of responsibility even if I am lack of it. So, until the very then then .

gahhhahha..

It has been so long kan????for like what??half a year that i did not update?kann??i am so irresponsible so so...but anyways,im fine here in Penang and when i got the right time i will do.update. much love....

gong xi fa cai

SMILING**

Awhh it was the happiest CNY in my entire ages (ohh please I'm over exaggerating ). After a hard painful 5 months of waiting, yes we've met. I am more in love then ever before ( ahh again with my over described ).

It was a very special gathering for me. Very.

I am an unsecured, selfish, over protecting, old fashioned, and a rude lover. Yes I am, and due the 'hard to change' flaws of mine it was a very difficult path for both of us. Lots of patches, misunderstanding and sorts......I know it's hard for him too.

But I am just human...I have flaws, I bet everybody does. I accepted his. So does him. It makes us stronger. Harder. Closer. Well improved; by days...he supported me and so do I...I'm trying my best. for both of us...

Unfortunately we did not take that much photo for me to share here ( too happy to take photo ;)) )...but a photo worth a thousand words bha kan ;))

this man makes my world goes round;

Nadhira - Tear Us Apart Feat. Ron E Jones (Official Music Video)

Tear Us Apart Lyrics– Nadhira ft Ron E Jones

Verse 1
From the first time we met each other
I knew that we’d be together
I saw in your eyes
It’s just a matter of time

Verse 2
Don’t know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don’t know where to start
Should I let you in my heart?

Pre Chorus
And all it took was on touch, one kiss
I’ve never felt love like this
I pray, I wish we can have this forever

Chorus
I told you from the very start
It’s always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Just don’t go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing’s gonna tear us apart
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart

Verse 3
Girl you know now that we’re together
I won’t leave your side forever
You know that I’m yours
Baby you’re my only girl in the world

Verse 4
Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you, you are now my home
I’ll always be true
I see no one else but you

p/s ;love her hair ;))

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awwhhh ;((

Long distance relationship,5983 miles apart.

teary ;(( sobss sobss...

I'm in this long distance things too and juggling between reality, hopes, trust and to struggle to preserve what you care for is insanely hard. Who says technology helps?It does not.Everything will never be enough ;except when you really meet up ;))

What do you think about changes?

Let's hear me mumble tonight because I have a very big issues with changes, but let emphasis that I am not a big fan of changes...in anything...especially when it comes to me alone.

I love thing that is well planned or rather organised (even if I'm not that organised) but I do love being organised, being put into some fixed plan (but sure I have to be informed earlier lah, I'd just told you about how I hate changes anyway kan?)
I doesn't really care about following a rule, it's a responsibility anyway; for good. Ah yes I admit that when it comes to rules which involved patient, it was the hardest.

Yeahh but well, things doesn't always go on our way as much as we want them to be... things will always CHANGE.They said rules are made to be broken anyway. Plan changes;( oh yeah it's raining we're not going to the beach.). People that we care changes;( I don't love you anymore,yes I've change). Even the mother nature itself; (enough said with the earthquakes and all sorts) and as a human not much we can do about it.But anyway, I don't want things to change. I want them to be as it was.

Back to where all these begun,I actually hated the fact that things doesn't goes according to the way I wanted them to be...It pissed me off...really

I don't want things to change. I don't want to get my plan cancel. I don't want any loves to fade. I don't want any disaster in any part of the world...

But who am I really?who I really am to detest?I'm just human. I want humane things. But Lord God always have a better plan. And maybe changes are God's good gifts ;))