Insecurities

I am pretty confidence with the way I hold myself up. In certain situation I did well! Despite all those, I am very insecure until to certain point its unbearable ( I need help!) LOL. Here’s my head to toe lists;
1. My hair never will be any longer even when I’m using the most expensive hair care in salon.
2. My skin’s getting darker by days. (It’s not tanned okay, its dark. black dark!)
3. Nose and etcetera...no comment. It’s a give, and I have nothing against the Higher power.
4. Okay now comes the worst part of this, my neck to the body part. urghhh..fat fat fat. Yes it’s my fault i didn’t do my work out. But I’m too good in making excuses for myself.
5. I have boobies...(means small boobs!) body fat, everywhere around my belly. Hahahaha
6. Owwhh hard to mention my flabby arms.
7. Then there goes my flabby thigh. Or should I describe it as unattractive??
8. Short legs..very unsuitable for my body...
Ahhh..it’s always felt so good after mourning about ourselves...but somehow I feel very bad doing so. For me complaining mean ungrateful. ceywahh

certain things

Certain thing that I miss

Certain thing that I can’t live without

Certain thing that I’m holding too

Certain thing that keeps me down

Certain thing that I stay put

Certain thing that makes me shines

All does certain uncertainties...

We failed to describe,

Sometime don’t even bother to,

Are the most CERTAIN thing.

The Moods of a Woman...

An angel of truth and a dream of fiction,
A woman is a bundle of contradiction.
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose,
She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose,
She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk,
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk.
At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad,
She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad.

The Moods of a Man....

Hungry.
Horny.
Sleepy

How To Impress A Woman

Wine her, Dine her, Call her, Hug her, Support her, Hold her, Surprise her, Compliment her, Smile at her, Listen to her, Laugh with her, Cry with her, Romance her, Encourage her, Believe in her, Pray with her, Pray for her, Cuddle with her, Shop with her, Give her jewellery, Buy her flowers, Hold her hand, Write love letters to her, Go to the end of the Earth and back again for her.

How to impress a man:

Show up naked ... Bring chicken wings ... Don't block the TV!

CHELL

BTW THANKS CHELL FOR FOLLOWING..

what i called NORMAL!

I'm back! back to the hostel,to what i often do.STUDY for sure.Living home was hard,especially when you had so much fun and surrounded by every single person that you're proud to have and having so much fun with them.

About the HOLIDAY, let me just conclude it as the best ever..plenty of things happened.I've got to spend precious time with my family.My boyfriend meets the family and stayed over.Lot and lots of fun with the siblings.Watched few new released movies (with the families).wedding reception.back to the longhouse.bonding bonding bonding with everyone.meet my girlfriends,and my girlfriend got boyfriend.lots of jokes and stories and laughs.no worries.no books.stayed up for nothing.waking up very late.cooking!In conclusion, I HAD SO MUCH FUN!

There's more to list,but i'm sorry i'm not willing to type that much.i wanted to upload photos but my internet connection is so !@#$%^