pausing

helo nothing much here...i am currently on a long holiday and doing nothing except things for others...nothing much to update on..till then

dream

i choose to dream as many dreams...so, when i get tired i'll stop dreaming

constant anger

help me deal with my constant anger...~!@#$%^&*(

nothing much

all i want is a little moment of yours. ;'(

lucky ;))

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/jason-mraz-lyrics/lucky-lyrics.html -]
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

not updating

will not be updating in the mean time...sorry love ;))

to let go

If you are my friend on facebook,then you know that i'd deactivated mine.For no solid reason i guess,Yeah sure i will be activating it soon,but not in this mean time...Facebook is sure a good social network but too much of it,bad.
Anyway, luckily i didn't own any Twitter, myspace etc etc...or it'll be really hard for me to let go. Urmmm its funny you know, those social networks thing...how it manipulated your life...after every big or small event...tiring days... but in the end of the days you'll still comeback to it.
I just got tired of it, how it affected me???urmm i stalk a lot (hehehe) and i want to stop that now.stalking gives you no good either than harm.It makes you see what you don't want to see..makes you hear what you don't want to hear...makes your relationship seems impossible...relationship status hunts you...people stalk you back and say things behind your back,people who didn't even know you.SUCKS right...and not forgetting you're doing the same things too. That's life in a virtual way...everyone either seems perfectly perfect or or perfectly bitchy to you...so does you to others...
Bad, bad for your heart, bad for your soul, bad for your real life...bad bad bad...So, let see how long i can stand this ;-))

hereby i would like to announce that i am officially forgiven that particular person that makes me miserable...God be with your spirit....owh owh and i'll be back to my hometown this weekend to be with my Grandma ;-)) so long then muakhsss

!@#$%^

saya paling bagus la merindu kena ckap got something fishy.

yeay!!

SKYPE with my bumbum...after so long
missiyoutoomuch ;))

this is for us love ;))

dear mr bum

ok ;))

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should i give you my HOPES and DREAMS..?(iwant too,tell me i should)

yipee ;))

im home

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it


[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.



I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss



[refrain]


All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

1 piece

i used to be so strong...
now i'm vulnerable .

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MAYBE ITS JUST ME.i don't know

THE F WORDS

I am very good with it.cool with it.
F you!
F your words!
F your promises!
F your face!
F your memories!
F good time!
F you , no need me!
F you...I HATE YOU

;((

I can embrace myself, hold my own hand, love me - but I can't gaze into my own eyes and feel my own soul lift me up.

;))

45 THINGS A GIRL WANT, BUT WON'T ASK FOR:

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
...4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.

24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.

35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥!

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight

And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

true love never left u apart for better or worse ...

heeehawww

again and again,
am neglecting you baby,
i can't do much,
i can't do much,

forgive me baby,
forgive me baby,

don't punish me baby,
forgive me baby.....

for not updating you
MY BLOG theee ;-p

eh eh

I'm always with this thing... my 'thinking'. I'd like to call myself a thinker,despite my laziness and all sort.

Most of my free time I spend on thinking or supposed I call it as wondering as my mom said. Urmmm, yeah yeah this post is hard to understand I know...I'm doing this because it's my thinking moment and i just want to know what was actually on my mind...

Don't get it??so do I ;))

Haaa what's up?I am mostly sad, a little bit happy, and a little more lazy and bla bla bla...but forget all that! Ispendtimewithmylovesonetodayandiamdamnhappy! i love you bum

teheeee

Urmmm i don't really know where i'd stop the last time..so lazy to check back...hehehe

So there goes our relationship story(i mean how it started la kan)...aiyoo so lazy to update owwhhbut what to do, i've been neglecting this blog for so long.

Bha ok, there in my previous post I'd told you how our relationship started...till today it had been 2 years 6 months and 29 days of 'love hate(not really hate)' relationship of us...hahha see see i've been cutting every single detail out kan? sorry im a very slow typist bhaaa...i don't really like to type because of that.

All along we've been together sure we'd got lots of things we'd been through and experienced together, just don't ask...get into a relationship this long (or some maybe longer) and experience it yourself...It's a bitter sweet journey no one can tell you...;))

Oh yes, a little bit about our rough patches,yes yes we've been through that too...in a solid relationship it is never impossible or the other 'women' to take place...and that's the hardest part for me so far...real hard... but thanks God, I'd always believed in giving a second chances (i mean to everyone,in every circumstances). It's kind of hard at first but surely it'll cure with times...there's always a bigger things apart from fear of things might be happening again, but trust got it all.

My dear beloved readers(if any), love is a very decent and humble thing to experience...I may have a little to share, but I'm truly grateful I have mine and in my prayer i want it to last. So lets fall in love, sit back and enjoy every moment of it... there always someone for every one of us...cheers

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sorry cannot update in the mean time love ;)))

trial

here comes the trial part...

MHBD was very well known for his superr minta puji attitude which is 'kaki escape' LOL...really, I heard lots of complains from my friends....

so...I put some condition into the proposal. I dare him to come to every class for a certain period we'd agreed and the we'll see what happen then...so he did...but that's not the funny part yet...during these period we sort of getting to know each other, texting and stuffs, and I like really like him (well if you'd ever been in this situation,with him then you'll knw what i meant.hahah) let me remind you now that we're not in a relationship yet...okehh everything went so well...i even asked my friends to spy on him so that he won't cheated and just plainly tell me that he's going even if he's not..

Well it's hard to believe, but he did come to class until one day.....tadaaaaa

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I got him really angry(he's always angry by the way),i can't remember why and he's really mad and escaped class...hahhaha...you see, so congek kan...sikit-sikit mau marah...(actually this is the funny part, we're not even together and he already mau merajuk..kin panas kan) again, my friends doesn't want to tell me that he escaped,but i just knew...But the best part of MHBD is that no matter how bad the situation or somethings happened to both of us(until now),he'll always tell me the truth.(read this love, i puji you)

Well actually I was supposed to "declined" the proposal kan, but I didn't...hahhahaha he's so annoying in his own way and i was thinking to give him chances little bit of changes.........(to be continued)

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i got complains for not updating..again...;))
...let me just start with where i'd stop...

So,few things happened...but all started at the very first meeting while we're on outing with friends,my friends,his friends too...so that's it...my sweet talker made his first move and there goes the part (im not ok with sharing it here..sorry peeps.)

so it goes on for a certain time, and on the 2nd outing together with our friends, he proposed(not the kawin punya proposed okeh)haha i remembered that act cute face he made (so funny la you love), i'm not sure of what to say to him,so i decided to give him a try...soooo, in my next post i'm going to share bout the trial part...and the funniest pat for me.

I WILL UPDATE!

Hey peeps,I'm back! thinking back of me not updating this little humble blog of mine made me felt so guilty...hhehehe I guess that's the payback of a not-so-loyal blogger after they checked their account...but hey you know there's nothing much i could say right now..So to make it look good i plan to blog about my personal,close to heart, and quite chaotic love life.

Hey hey,this part of writing is quite personal for, you may judged or criticisied me, but please not on the story line,but maybe on the words i choose or the the grammar error i will make( i read less nowadays).

Okay okay starting with;I met him (lets just call him MHBD hahhaha) 2 years ago in a campus where we studied together.Anyhow, it's not that we met first that I knew him. I heard a lot and lotsssss of stories way before we met. Seriously who is this? some sweet talker or what? hahaha but sure there's some bad stuff too and rumors everywhere. That's it. That's how i knew him (I heard bout him i mean).So in the end and because of my very very high intuition, I asked my girlfriend to send my regards to him every day.hahhaa but i didn't knew who he was and how he looked like yet..So (to be continued...LOL)

hewow

look at my title...oh yes i am acting cute here. Its been so long since i dint do my updates kan...i am so lazy and all sorts...

oh yaa im on my short holiday no, but sadly im totally broke and broke lah...i have no idea on what to update about,this post is just because my darling made me to do so..

btw,i have lots of works to do...but guess what?i didnt do anything (kasi berat my beg balik cuti la kan)

and on this post i'd promise myself to not to be so emotional...again macam dulu-dulu my moods swing is taking over one more time.

forgive me for this short updates peeps..............its just that i have nothing much to share,(well i lead a normal live bha, happy sometimes,sad sometimes, constantly angry, and rushing over deadlines always!)

but anyway, if theres times, experiences, and important things i'll sure update...have a blast everyday and God bless...muahhh

Bunga Citra Lestari - Karena Ku Cinta Kau (Official Video Clip)

jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau
jangan kau dengar
jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia
jangan kau dengar
banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
ku menolak
semua itu karena ku cinta kau

jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik
jangan kau dengar
jika ada yang bilang ku berubah
jangan kau dengar
banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
ku menolak
semua itu karena ku cinta kau

saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
ku lakukan yang terbaik
yang bisa ku lakukan
tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

jika kau tak percaya padaku
sakitnya aku
jika lebih dengar mereka
sedih hatiku
banyak cinta yang datang mendekat
ku menolak
semua itu karena ku cinta kau.. kau..

saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
ku lakukan yang terbaik
yang bisa ku lakukan
tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

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saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau
saat kau rindu aku juga rasa
ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
kau tahu ku juga ingin denganmu
ku tahu kau slalu ingin denganku
ku lakukan yang terbaik
yang bisa ku lakukan
tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau

cause i'm cool like that

to be a positive attractive young women. ;-))

when you say nothing at all

Happy Birthday Love!

...

You don't know loneliness until you're the one that has to carry the weight of others all by yourself.

Once - Aku Mau (Kucinta kau apa adanya)

Once
Aku Mau lyrics

Kau boleh acuhkan diriku
Dan anggap ku tak ada
Tapi takkan merubah perasaanku
Kepadamu

Kuyakin pasti suatu saat
Semua kan terjadi
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Selalu bersedia bahagiakanmu
Apapun terjadi
Kujanjikan aku ada

Kau boleh jauhi diriku
Namun kupercaya
Kau kan mencintaiku
Dan tak akan pernah melepasku

Aku mau mendampingi dirimu
Aku mau cintai kekuranganmu
Aku yang rela terluka
Untuk masa lalu

just because

Yes I admit it. I am still insecure, afraid, and it is hard to trust...but no matter what, I am trying really hard...I want to make things better...maybe not as it was (I don't want that!I want better) but I will do better.

Hope that it is not from me alone...I am so scared.I ask God to bless everything and makes things better.AMEN

woman of hearts

I am a woman of hearts,
little things can tear me down.
I am a woman of hearts,
I have a moods of thousands man.
I am a woman of hearts,
I cheer all lovely arts.
I am a woman of hearts,
nothing goes my way.
I am a woman of heart,
that's way I don't update my blog regularly..LOl

Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me ft. Rascal Flatts

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy

Do you do what you did, what you did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies?
Whatcha doing to me?

You're taken' him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working 'cause you know

That, that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me
( From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/j/justin-bieber-lyrics/that-should-be-me-lyrics.html )

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that should be me

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart, ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me, this is so sad
That should be me, that should be me

That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong, I can't go on
'Til you believe that that should be me, ooh

Holding your hand, that should be me
The one making you laugh, oh baby
Oh, that should be me, yeah

That should be me, giving you flowers
That should be me, talking for hours
That should be me, that should be me
That should be me

Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Never should've let you go
Never should've let you go
That should be me

Sheila On 7 - Hari Bersamanya

Sheila On 7 – Hari Bersamanya

Hari telah terganti
Tak bisa ku hindari
Tibalah saat ini bertemu dengannya

Jantungku berdegup cepat
Kaki bergetar hebat
Akankah aku ulangi merusak harinya

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Untuk kali ini saja
Beri aku kekuatan
‘tuk menatap matanya

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Mohon Tuhan
Untuk kali ini saja
Lancarkanlah hariku
Hariku bersamanya
Hariku bersamanya

Kau tahu betapa aku
Lemah dihadapannya
Kau tahu berapa lama
Aku mendambakannya

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my little piece of mind

These few weeks was bad...major relationship problems, totally broke, and major relationship problems. Everything just went out of control and I can do nothing about it...

Loosing your truly cherished and longed one hurts to every bits...Your vain felt tight. Your hearts seems to be exploding out of the chest. You won't even felt your own body out of the total numbness. Your favorite foods are the worst thing you'll ever tested.Your brain seems so active remembering and flashing back the old good days,and a total insomniac night attacked for few weeks in row. Nothing seems fun anymore even a pocket full of money. The crying part is the worst one,you'll cry over something happy,something touching,everything seems sad and dull (I cried a lot even when i was watching so you think you can danced.)

And the worst parts of this "love turns to hate"(okay maybe not hate) stats is that when you knew it was your fault but letting the other half to suffers it for you. It was totally no surprised why some would come to suicide because of total frustration (suicide is a sin).

But sure every clouds has a silver lining. How much you lost will normally be the least of the happiness and graces you'll get...human loves with lust, with emotions, with looks or to looks. But there are always a greater power in the heaven(a place of love and peace)especially God's own son Jesus.He loves us unconditionally, despite our looks, our attitude towards Him, how long we've been letting Him out of our lives, our repeating mistakes and to our every dark sides and secret.Jesus never fails to take us back,not as an offenders but His truly loved one, and his love will never cease and fade.

The other part is about knowing how many people loves you and be there for you despite your ugly faces of crying, the curses you've to say in an uncountable time and etc.Just do not be afraid to open up to them because some might have experienced it.

If you suffers from breakup, heartbroken, know that there's someone in the higher power loves you and everything will get better.
Never lost hope for your love one and always pray for them and their loves one because an UNSELFISH love FORGIVES.
Despite whatever everyone tells you always trust your own BUT do take advices (because we are almost blind sometimes)

If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.(but do fight for them)

blahh moment

Once a month, for real, I always had this mood swings...If you're close to me then you'll get what I mean...it's not that something I am proud of or nothing that i actually detest in that...somehow during this period I came to a sense that I am discovering myself more, but in an uncontrollable ways...not by throwing tantrums I mean, but something very close from that...

Lets just get to the real point of this updates then...from the deepest darkest from any arteries it might be in my heart (I let go of the real anatomy studies long ago as you might see) I really do want to apologise for my every deeds and beings during these period of swings and for any tantrums I ever threw to anyone...especially to those I care the most...Its hard I know, but please deal and stay with me.Thank you.

wassssuup

I'LL BE BACK BY EARLY MAY...

ewwwwwwe

ASSIGNMENT!

this post is SO RANDOM i should get kill

I miss the smell,
I miss the look,
I miss to touch,
I miss the feeling,
oh how i miss. So much.

tteheeeeee ;))look at the poor me

I miss McD..since i'm totally broke and my DEAREST mr bumbum is not around to buy me one LOL.

say AMEN

All these times, i considered myself religious. I might have done some mistakes but in the end of the day i thought I'd repent enough.
Last Wednesday, i went for The Ash Wednesday mass, somewhere here. Honestly it was my very first mass here...i felt bad.i'm sore.i came to admit and realised of how far religious am i. Its hard.really. With thousands of other believers surrounding you..and for that moment it came to me am i the only one who's carrying burdens of sins?
I didn't normally blog about my idea of living, or what i'd said i believe in, and i come to realised that maybe i didn't believe enough. Here i shall ask; Lord guide me daily, let me feel your presence and help me not to sin again.
"The 03/11/2011 earthquake (preliminary magnitude 8.9) near the east coast of Honshu, Japan, occurred as a result of thrust faulting on or near the subduction zone interface plate boundary between the Pacific and North America plates."

Let us pray for Japan and all the souls within the affected areas.

suddenly

i miss my buuuummmm.

Aha random things to post...but that's what im going to do. Last weekend, i spend time with my love ones...and it was the BEST weekend ever. I wish it last a little bit longer.

when you're in love, you'll just knew it.it just felt so right.and your day seems bright.I never brag about what i have (this guy i mean) but i'm proud because i've had knew him and despite some patchy path sometimes, i love him more by days.

my final exams will be for about a month to come. I didn't do any revision yet, and lazier than ever. Please please i need to study

sorry for

not updating...

please be punctual

I'm a big fan of PUNCTUALITY... Please don't make me wait if it's not about your life and death problems...JE DETEST!(pardon my french) Aaand it won't make you look good either...OKEY? u got me tortoise???

Ana Raffali - Tolong Ingatkan Aku

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita

Ana Raffali - Tolong Ingatkan Aku (MTV @ Muzik25)

Jangan disusun kata-kata penamat
Jangan disebut baris ayat keramat
Biar lenyap diserap sunyi
Biar senyap yang tak menyepi

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa

Mari patahkan papan markah lama
Mari padamkan buku tiga lima
Biar luka sembuh sendiri
Biar lupa dimakan hari

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kau tersedar
Dengan saku penyeluk masa
Kau dampingi aku
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Bila marah merasuk minda
Kecewa menyelubungi jiwa
Aku lupa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa
Ku teringatkanmu
Setiap detik jantungku berdetak
Setiap nota jiwaku berlagu-lagu

Tolong ingatkan aku kisah kita
Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah ku tersedar
Dengan kasih memeluk rasa

Tolong ingatkan aku
Kisah kita

i am the winner

I AM THE LONELIEST PERSON ON PLANET EARTH ;((

Lily Allen Littlest Things

my littlest things

littlest things

the littlest things
that i shall cherished,

the littlest things
i wouldn't forget,

the littlest things
that make me smile,

the littlest things
i'm proud off,

the littlest things
i can't live without,

the littlest things
i give my hope on,

i guess wouldn't be that little,
wouldn't cheer me any longer,
i should dare to starts to forget,
that i shouldn't be proud off anymore,
that i should try to live without,
and putting all the dreams and hope off...

seems to be very little but the aches will never

really goes away.